February 2012
6 posts
Food for thought
Let’s say you woke up tomorrow and you were the person you always dreamed of being (physically, mentally, etc).
You knew that just yesterday you were not that person but everybody else had no memory of who you used to be just who you became.
Would you tell people? Would you feel like a fraud? How would you deal with it?
I'm bored
So while I was at work Lola (my car) decided to die, then it started snowing while I was waiting for my sister. That was last night, today it’s sunny and pretty warm.
I’m getting sick again for about the 3rd time this year. The one thing I don’t like about being sick is not being able to do jiu jitsu, which was the case this morning.
I parked under a tree last night and the...
Whole Foods
Have you ever shopped somewhere just because the employees were nice to look at?
I don’t really have a “type” of woman I like but…. If I did, they would be the girls that work at the Whole Foods down the street.
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“Find the vampire in your life”
– Duncan Trussell
Work
80% of my time at work is spent thinking about when I’m not going to be at work or how long I have left here. 19% is divvied up between thinking about girls, food, and jiu jitsu and then 1% is spent trying not to get caught while I’m slacking off.
January 2012
8 posts
“I had that dream about you again, where I wait outside until you let me in.
And...”
– Blink 182
Just saying
Kelly Clarkson can get it.
I saw her on some yahoo list about body image…
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Dr.Mcginn
Have any of you had or know someone who has had top surgery with Dr. Christine McGinn at the Papillon Center in Pennsylvania?
I’m trying to find places closer to me or my dad in Delaware for top surgery. The closest is Dr. Macphee in Raleigh, NC but I can’t find a lot of information or results from her. Plus, it’s a good $2,000 more than everywhere else. I’m also looking...
A bit of a pickle
So I have a really tough decision to make and I already know which choice is the best but it’s not the choice I like the most.
I want to have surgery as soon as possible which right now looks like the first week in March because that’s spring break for one of my options for a travel buddy.
The biggest problem with this option is that I’ve been training really hard for a big...
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So guys, what do you think?
My dad gave me the go ahead for the surgery so I’m going to start getting everything together. What tips do you guys have for planning top surgery with Dr.Garramone?
I’m planning on driving, staying for a week and I asked my ex girlfriend to come along so I have all that covered it’s just the doctor stuff I need to figure out.
Nervous
I hardly ever check tumblr on my laptop in public cause it makes me nervous. I never know what’s going to be on my dash. When I check it on my ipod I look creepy because I look around first and then hold it really close to me for the first couple of seconds until I know it’s safe.
My face hurts.
I hate money. Does anyone have like $700 I could borrow?
December 2011
7 posts
“She don’t care about my car, and she don’t care about my money
And...”
– Blessid Union Of Souls - Hey Leonardo She Likes Me For Me lyrics
jahgrey asked: whats up my brother, just stopping by to show you some love.
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UFC 141 !!!!!!
Nate Diaz always lets me down when I watch live but hopefully not tonight.
He’ll probably lose by decision but I’ll go with 3rd round TKO.
Don’t really care about the lesner vs overeem fight but I like overeem more. I think whoever gets gassed first loses.
I hope Hendricks knocks Fitch out… but it would be nice to see Fitch finish a fight.
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Talking to my father
He likes to talk about dying and how we shouldn’t be sad when he dies. I don’t like talking about death with my parents it’s just odd and depressing.
He was talking about making yourself happy and said he could probably pay for my top surgery. It was the first time I talked to him about it and I didn’t even bring it up so that was cool.
This Christmas break has been...
I should be sleeping
It’s almost 4 am… and I’m hungry. I don’t have anything to do tomorrow so it doesn’t really matter when I sleep.
I got a new prescription for T today (I stocked up on it before my very first prescription expired which was this time last year).
Randoms
The weather is crazy. Last week it went from 70 and sunny to 52 and rainy in 24 hours. Now it’s just plan freezing.
I am $200 short on my rent and I have 4 days to come up with it…
I got a $5 tip for loading a Christmas tree today.
Someone told me they had a dream about me but wouldn’t tell me what it was about.
I just started Dragons Luck by Robert Asprin and it made me...
So today
I found out I was getting a bonus and I’m getting paid for my holiday hours so I can pay for the competition this Saturday.
I got a free personal Bjj lesson, I found a penny on heads, I returned a movie that was sticking out of the Redbox when I went up to it (rather than keeping it because I haven’t seen Conan and it would have been free), and the Redbox had the new saints row game...
November 2011
26 posts
So what's up?
I am trying to get back in to meditation but it’s getting me down. I keep focusing on depressing things my ex-girlfriend, money, and my future.
On a less depressing note, I started watching breaking bad and I don’t regret it. Unlike The Walking Dead which I barely got through the first episode.
I won tickets to see Colbie Caillet this coming Sunday, anyone wanna go? I’ll...
About to start The Walking Dead. I might throw some 30 rock in there too.
pretty good
I’d say it was a pretty good thanksgiving. I got to sit around and be lazy, do free laundry, went to the beach, saw Jupiter, and I don’t have to wake up at the crack of dawn this year to be at work on time.
Useful talent
I’m good at ignoring people and things I don’t want to deal with.
I saw Mtn. Dew code red in a 12pk of cans now all I need is A&W cream soda in cans.
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UFC 139
I’m bored. This is what I want to happen but most of the time it doesn’t go that way so my second prediction is what I think will happen.
Miguel Torres vs. Nick Pace: Torres by submission/ Pace by decision Gleison Tibau vs. Rafael dos Anjos: dos Anjos by TKO/ dos Anjos by decision
Stephan Bonnar vs. Kyle Kingsbury: Kingsbury by TKO/Bonnar by decision
Ryan Bader vs. Jason Brilz:...
In my head
Anyone want to talk about aliens? We can talk in their language…if that makes you feel more comfortable.
I have a jiu jitsu competition coming up on the third (if I can pay for it) I think I’m going to try to cut weight for it. Right now I’m 158 and if I want to I have to get down to 149.
I find that looking in a mirror everyday boost self confidence.
I really want steak...
Snatch
I saw Snatch for the first time a couple of days ago and it’s as good as I’ve heard. I think it’s probably funnier now than when I was first going to watch it because I’ve actually heard a Gypsy talk on that gypsy wedding show.
I’m really liking
Work out by J Cole
She will by Lil Wayne
Not over you by Gavin Degraw
I tried to win something on a radio station today. I sat through almost 2/3 of a Bruno Mars song for nothing…. I was on the wrong station!!
JIU JITSU TIME!!!
I’m not worried at all about the joy I get from choking people.
I never really liked Gavin Degraw but now...
“Damn, damn girl you do it well And I thought you were innocent You took this heart and put it through hell”
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I don’t understand why old guys think it’s okay to walk around the locker room naked. I think the thing that bothers me the most is that they must be doing it because a) they want to make people uncomfortable or b) they are sick freaks.
Why else would someone get out of a shower and not use a towel? No matter how hot your shower is, you are always cold when you get out!
“I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I...”
– Mumford and sons
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“What did you think
I would do at this moment
When you’re standing before...”
– Billy Vera & The Beaters
This library
Smells like diapers…
I love free stuff…. Especially food
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I think
I might be an exhibitionist…
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Transition
I’ve kind of fallen off the transition wagon. I don’t even remember when my last update was. I am almost a year and a half on T.
I am still using my first prescription because I stocked up before my refills expired but I’m supposed to go to the doctor at the end of the year. Hopefully she’ll write me a new one and do blood work.
My body hasn’t really changed much...
Today I went shopping and talk is still cheap.
October 2011
1 post
Hey
What’s up everyone? I haven’t posted anything in a very long time. I’ve been keeping myself busy with work and jiu jistu. Nothing really going on with transition except I’m running low on T. I guess I’ll post funnier/more informative posts later.
September 2011
1 post
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My girlfriend is trolling
She hacked my tumblr, the crazy fool.
She’s a fart knocker btw.
August 2011
3 posts
HHMM
I don’t think I am going to make it to class today…